That was
the question posed by one of the men at our Christian Outreach dinner Saturday
night. Scott started the evening by sharing
his testimony and how he accepted Christ after becoming a successful architect
but still not feeling peace in his heart and instead feeling a longing that something was missing. Afterwards, Tim Baker (a.k.a. Tim 2) shared the gospel with the audience of businessmen
and community leaders. The rest of us
each sat at a separate table and explained why we were here in Cambodia all
week and did our best to answer any questions anyone at our table raised about
Christ and Christianity. One of the
questions that was asked was, “Does God forgive Pol Pot?”
From
1975-1979, an estimated 2 million people were killed in Cambodia under Pol
Pot’s murderous Khmer Rouge régime. I
imagine it must be difficult for a new believer or someone just hearing the
Gospel for the first time to grasp the concept that someone so evil could be completely
forgiven so quickly…with no punishment? To
be quite honest, I myself started to question this just last week as I was
quietly walking through the Tuol Sleng genocide museum and looking at all the human skulls, torture exhibits
and photographs of what went on inside that horrible place.
But was
this man asking this question hypothetically, or did he perhaps have someone
specific in mind? Was he honesty curious about Christianity’s basic tenants, or
could he have had some secret he was concealing? It is well known that the Khmer Rouge easily recruited
young boys into their Communist ideology because teenagers are naturally
rebellious and have a universal disdain towards “the establishment.” Therefore, anyone presently in Cambodia over roughly
50 years of age would have been in their teens to early twenties from 1975-79 and
could have easily been a member of the Khmer Rouge.
So, instead of asking “Does God forgive Pol Pot,” maybe this man still feels ashamed and was secretly asking “Will God forgive me for the horrible things I did under Pol Pot?” I would imagine that if this man was a former Khmer Rouge soldier, it must be extremely hard for him to believe that he is worthy of God's total, unconditional forgiveness. Of course, this is all purely speculation on my part, but you have to wonder. It’s not very far outside the realm of possibility.
I would
also imagine that if this man was a former Khmer Rouge soldier he must believe
that what he may or may not have done from 1975-1979 shouldn’t be judged as
harshly as what Pol Pot did. After all,
he was merely a rank & file soldier following orders whereas Pol Pot was
the supreme commander – Brother Number One as he was called.
A lot of Nazis used that defense after World War II. For some reason, to us sins seem like they
should have degrees; and I’m sure the Cambodians are no different. We think, “What I did wasn’t as bad as what
he did.” We assume a murderer is worse
than an adulterer who is worse than a liar who is worse than someone who only thinks
bad thoughts. But in the Sermon on the
Mount Jesus says that not only those who
kill, but also those who are angry and say evil things about others are guilty
of sin…the same degree of sin.
But the
way God views it, they are no different.
Pol Pot is just as guilty as the rank & file soldier who only killed
one or two or three people. He is just
as guilty as the soldier who didn’t want
to kill but was in fear of his life if he didn’t obey orders. In fact, Pol Pot was just as guilty as me and
the worst thing I ever did was… (you didn’t seriously think I’d list something,
did you?). And, if you’re reading this,
Pol Pot was just as guilty as you. And
that’s a very hard concept to come to terms with. How can that be? We all want God to forgive our sins, but
certainly not forgive someone like Adolf Hitler or Pol Pot, right? Are they just too evil to "deserve"
forgiveness? Nope! In fact, in God’s eyes, Pol Pot is just as guilty as
us; and luckily, another concept just as hard to comprehend is that Pol Pot can
be just as forgiven as you or me!
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